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Little Kenny Wonder |
In
late 2014 when I started my quest to understand my declining vision, I asked
someone: Where should I start my
training?
Her response was:
Start with blind and work backwards to your current low vision reality.
If your vision continues to deteriorate you will be dealing with blindness
sooner or later.
This
was sobering advice, not something I wanted to hear, but I am glad I heard it.
Around the same time, I started my training with a cane. I pretended I was blind. I had a washcloth over my eyes. Then I ran
into a wall!
Last Friday I had an Orientation and Mobility (“O & M”) training session with
my coach John Higgins of Invision Services, Inc. I told John I want to blind for an hour to see how it feels.
Being
blind (in this case pretending to be blind) is terrifying. John told me that he offers blind training but few people ask for it. It is too scary.
We started. John gave me a blindfold (which I still
have BTW). I put it on blindfold and
the world was totally dark. I walked a few minutes to get more
comfortable with my cane. I was disoriented and unsure of
myself.
Then John taught. me the basics of coping:
First a safety measure: My arms and
hands were extended to become bumpers on a car.
Hopefully I could feel
an object or barrier in front of me before I ran into it. That is what I am
doing in the picture on the right.
Then John had me try a basic move: SQUARING OFF. I stood with my back against a known “landmark,” in this
case a favorite chair.
Next I imagine a landmark I want to go to. I want to walk in a straight line towards it. The destination is a desk on the other side of the room. But when I got there I ran into it.
Lesson: Distances seem different when you are
blind. Auditory cues and the sense of touch become dominant. I have lived in same place for over
18 years. and thought I knew the layout like the back of my hand.
But, I was wrong. Distances are different when you are blind.
I regained my composure and SQUARED OFF to begin walking to the kitchen. I maneuvered through one familiar object after the other. I touched a sofa. Then I touched a kitchen cabinet. I felt my way to stove.
I SQUARED OFF at
the stove and walked across the kitchen to my destination: The fridge. Mission accomplished! Then I reversed the trip and got back to my chair. I did it on my own which is a great feeling.
The most important thing I learned from my being blind for an hour is concentration. At one point during the session my
mind began to wander.
BANG! I almost knocked over a lamp.It could have been worse.
I feel like a fish out of water. This experience makes me thankful for the remaining
vision I do have.